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it was 8 a.m. and john woke me up to see if i still wanted to jog. i did. it'd been about 4 months since i've used an alarm clock more than i could count on my hand and "sleeping in" wasn't the problem. stella sleeps until about 8-845 a.m. and ana after nursing sleeps until 845-930 a.m. ironically it was the lack of setting an alarm that was somewhat of the problem. so, when john woke me up i was still groggy and tired in my mind, but when i walked out of my quiet house with all still in bed and hit the streets it felt amazing. the world was still asleep. most of the cars were still asleep. i remember this amazing feeling in new york when i would wake up early (for new yorkers) and head to central park for a jog. it was like the joggers against the world and quite the energizing feeling. it was my time to re-charge before taking on the hustle and noise of the city. i didn't realize how much better i would feel after jogging without morning noise in and out